work has been pretty rough. the same people that worked to get me down here are evidently also my biggest opposition. it's been a while since i've been bashed this much.
it's been so depressing that i've even cried about it. the other day i was in a security guy's office to get my new badge, and after 1 look at me he said, you look like you're about to cry. whatever it is, it can't be that bad.
i totally starting crying in his office. a random stranger! how bad is that?!
and then some drama occurred at yesterday's baseball game, which i caused according to the person who snapped at me today. apparently i can't stand next to 2 guy friends at the same time w/o one feeling left out and making sure i feel shitty about it.
after being anti-social last wk and avoiding people (nobody wants to hang out w/a crybaby!), i had started my monday uber positive and ready for anything. but after rehashing the work drama and what might be the loneliest year of my life on a conf call this afternoon w/my boss, i couldn't help but think about how crappy things really are and started crying again.
and somewhere in the middle of wallowing in my misery, alex sent me, all the way from geneva, what might have been the best msg ever.
thank you. i needed that.
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Come back home :)
i might have to. this assignment ends in 6 mos and i don't have anything lined up!
"the same people that worked to get me down here are evidently also my biggest opposition."
Isn't that always the way?
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